Sentimente in vid

Aprind facliile de dor
In pestera intunecoasa a tacerii
Acea arena a arlechinilor din mintea mea.
Rasuflu in aerul..rece..
Ca o stea ce nu-si gaseste locul..
Sau nu stie unde sa-l caute..

Cateva voci inerte..
Soptesc sunetele..unui anamneze..
In care imi gasesc drumul..
Incurcata in plasa sentimentelor..
Si a cioburilor de amintiri..
Ma redres fugitiv..spre o lumina incerta..
Ce se reflecta pe peretii cenusii..
Ca o raza de soare in infern..

Ma simteam..ca acea lumina
Ce controla totul..
Asuprea intunericul ca pe un sclav..
Al dorintei ei de evadare..
Si era doar un pas pana la bezna..
Pana la intunericur obscur ce va seca durerea..
Incercam sa infrang o artroza sentimentala..
Ce ma manipula..si ma impungea treptat..
Cu sulita propriului venin..
Si aceea era doar constinta mea..
Cu toate iluziile si calomniile..ce se perindau.

Ma amageam cu ganduri neverosimile in oglinda timpului..
Acel timp al ratiunii in care eram o straina..
Si in care ma limita la patimi oarbe..
Si crampeie de sentimente goale..
Ma lasa mutilata ..cu imaginea unei iubiri imposibile..
Si paradoxal ma multumeam..cu niste setimente in vid...

feeling better....

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are...
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away...
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on !
There will be tomorrow
In time..
You'll find the way